the passing of time became apparent to me today. the pubescent memories of exhilaration experienced was starkly detached from the feelings tonight. sigh. to age is a sad and pitiful thing. gone is my youth and innocence. the ability to devote one's all into a single event and get the best out of it. its all gone. gone with the last drop of the monsoon. all i can do now is bask in my memories and not ask for more.
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