Tuesday, February 24
boohoo.. school realie sucks.. i hate school...
bin
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Wednesday, February 18
If someone comes into your life and becomes a part of you but for some reasons he couldn't stay, don't cry too much... Just be glad that your paths crossed and; somehow he made you happy even for a while.
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Monday, February 16
My Immortal
I'm so tired of being here
Suppressed by all my childish fears
And if you have to leave
I wish that you would just leave
'Cause your presence still lingers here
And it won't leave me alone
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears
When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears
I held your hand through all of these years
But you still have
All of me
You used to captivate me
By your resonating light
Now I'm bound by the life you left behind
Your face it haunts
My once pleasant dreams
Your voice it chased away
All the sanity in me
These wounds won't seem to heal
This pain is just too real
There's just too much that time cannot erase
I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone
But though you're still with me
I've been alone all along
bin
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why is it that everything seems increasingly confusing as we grow older.. is this the period in life which the adults always say the kids are finally realising the harsh realities of life...haiz.. anyhow.. seeing what my friends are experiencing presently does not reallie welcome to the idea of
love ok.. practically all the jie meis around me are like in sucky mood..because of this stupid word.. haiz.. see wad can it do to a happy go lucky and always cheerful girl.. total destruction.. i really duno how to console each one of them.. but not to worry.. i will always be there to lend u my shoulder and help u forget ur worries.. =].. dun be so sad k.. all of u.. esp u...U!!!
bin
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Sunday, February 15
damn.. was that necessary...
sorry..
bin
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yah.. yest was vdae..
but to me it was just another regular day..
went for road race in da morn..
ran nonstop.. not bad.. but was too slow..
haiz.. and yah..
mr chen got in first for the teacher's category..
u go 'cher !..
was quite happie at a certain period of that day..
ahmah should noe why...
yah.. after that went with yina for lunch..
the rest were like all rushing home for their dates later on..
haa! how sad..
yah.. met min after that to pass her stuff..
thx zu for that hart thingy.. cute..
yah.. went all the way to meet ne and ahmah at jurong point..
wad a great fren i am ...
yah.. decided to watch last samurai but missed it
so we settled for a chinese show..
yah.. it wasn't very nice though.. juz ok
after that we didn't have the time to shop again ..
and guess wad.. ne lost her fone..
how saddening can that get..
she was so sad.. haiz.. duno wad to say also..
yah.. after that went home and slept ..
how does my v day sound..
interesting..?
MY ARSE!!!
bin
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Friday, February 13
this week has been a
total nightmare..
looking back now.. it seems like an emotional uproar..
*sigh* are some things reallie not meant to be ?
i tink so now..
was so worried that i couldn't sleep properly yest nite..
so i sent her an sms..
but she didn't reply..
i know it will be difficult for her to settle back ..
but so far her mood has been improving..
hopefully this continues ..
and may time heal all wounds..
even if it was really a dream come true for her..
oh.. well. this dream ended before it even started..
and she fell pretty hard from the bed...
ok wad am i saying.. argh.. anyway.. yah..
at times when u run too far away ..
and get distant from us..
fear not..
we will rush to ur side to give u our hand..
whether u ask for it or not...
=]
bin
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Tuesday, February 10
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Monday, February 9
today is so not a good day...
in fact it
sucked..
dammit...
bin
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Sunday, February 8
today was a relatively great day...
had math test earlie in the morn..
prepared pretty hard for it n i tink i might be able to pass..
but i didn't have enuff time to write down my final ans..
how sick can that get..
yah and i have to be back in sku for odac at 1045..
so accompanied angie to mac to have breakfast.
she tried that bagel thingy and apparently it
sucked..
so dun try it..
so i went back to sku for odac..
and we thought that we are going to pasir ris park for the blading lessons..
end up they had the
Singapore Inline Skating pple to come to our sku..
yah.. and that was my first time blading..
wad a
swakoo lah.. but yah.. i tink i'm pretty good for a first timer..
oh forgot to mention that i did fall on my big fat arse..twice..
OUCH!... it reallie hurt and is still hurting now..!!!
my poor
pi gu....shobs..
that ahmah so poor thing..
sick den mother dun allow her to come for odac..
she missed out alot..
hehe..
so fun...!!
after the brief session..
had lunch at ajisen with meisze..shiyun and esther..
haha all crazy girls.. and we had fun toking nonsense..
and even made a cute little lobster salad thingy...
outta er..
hehe squashed egg and lots of other "secret ingredients"
yuppers.. then went home to slack.. till now..
bin
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Friday, February 6
oh yah.. and..
itz people like you who make the world a rather interesting place to live in ~!
bin
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hmm.. was and am feeling very tired and sore today..
i stayed up till quite late yest.. so yah.. did not have enough sleep
was busy preparing for the math test tmr..
i soo do not want to fail again.. haiz..
we had boony come to school today to give us a last min lesson thing..
we has lessons at the void deck opposite school
haha.. pity that fella.. so busy now haha.. full day sia..
that vanessa lah! always have tuition so late..
and boony had to walk home from her house.. haha..
from simei to tampines..
other than that .. we had a pretty uneventful day..
lessons and more boring lessons..
oh yah.. after the test tmr.. we are going to pasir ris park for a roller blading session.. haha.. hopefully it will be fun .. yuppers..
ya.. thats about it.. wish me good luck for my test tmr..
cya~....
bin
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Wednesday, February 4
i'm back..
juz came back after a freakin pt..
had odac and we ran all the way to pasir ris park..
#@!$% wad the loh..
ran all the way there den stayed for a few games..
before running back to sku again..
everyone was like so shag..
however..it was quite shiok lah.. haha..
oh..we might be going to mt ophir during the june hols..
haiz.. see whether i can cope not first.. if not better not go..
anyways.. gonna have math test on sat ..
and we have decided to smuggle boon en to school to give us tuition..
cos he is fully booked.. gaah..
hope it works..
yina~
cheer up girl.. our class is not the same without u toking ..
although we are not too sure bout wad is bothering you..
but.. dun bottle up ur feelings or emotions..
it would be better for u to share ur probs with other people..
they dun have to be us..
juz make sure u do something to make urself feel better ok..
we all are quite worried about you..
it is very unsual for u to be so moody.. for 2 days already..
hope u feel better and dun avoid us liaoz ok?
haiz.. why are things getting so complicated nowadays..
maybe cos we have all grown up..
we are finally getting ready for adulthood..
oh.. crap.. wadeva lah..
can some people juz get a life ...
including me..(-_-") .. sheesh...
bin
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Sunday, February 1
went for tuition as usual on sat morn..
went with leok n tseling to sku.. for flagday and had lunch with all of them..
ohyah.. and we saw korn..
she totally changed alot loh..
couldn't even recognise her .. until ne told me..
haha.. nvm.. bin is still the same.. hur..
i left after a while and went home..
went home and thought about alot of things..
esp things that are bothering me these days..
haiz.. dun reallie noe wad to do already..
i guess i shall juz let it be..
and continuing living life like this..
solitary is creeping in ...
fear of nothingness haunts continuously...
being accustomed to the lone..
why is it i burn within...
i know not what i want..
i know not what i need..
perhaps i shall just wept silently..
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