Thursday, December 25
hmm... merry christmas~~~~ haha
er.. ok. wadeva.. recieved a nice shirt from ne.. hmm..
thanks!!! paiseh.. i duno wad to get for u..
maybe tmr den i get hehe..
i shall get something for ahmah as well...
my mother is dragging me to a post christmas sale..
maybe i should get sumting for myself too..
yah.. nutting much le..
kaoz.. stupid children bombing away downstairs...
okok.. shit.. left onlie 6 days or so.
shit.. have to finish up work already.. and get prepared for test..
juz u wait.. wait till the As are over.. i shall
go get a life!!
bin
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Tuesday, December 23
ok.. going to meet ahmah and ne tmr for lunch..
and i went shopping with my mudder yest..
bought quite alot of their stuff...
no mood for shopping .. duno why..
guess i am juz tired.. tired of living a meaningless life
which goes on repeatedly like a broken record, every single day..
i am only 17... how many more decades do i have to live on lk this..
enuff crap..
i shall write no more.
:~
bin
escaped | 01:16
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Friday, December 19
did not manage to go ne's house to make sum food to eat...
ahmah canot go.. haiz..
got back sat results.. erm.. soso..
duno to be glad or sad..
duno why but i have been feeling damn down these days..
though about lots of things.. haiz..
fcuk it.. everything seems so confusing now..
can someone juz keel me...
bin
escaped | 22:41
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Wednesday, December 17
how do I hide my sadness
with my eyes closed, I can still see
the traces of your presence
i keep searching under the moonlight
for that shadow that I'm thinking of
if breaking up can be said to be the beginning of pain
then before the ending point
i’m willing to love once again
i want to tell you, the love that I dare not express
will anyone be able to understand
i will be staring into space, trying to forget you
thinking about that day
when there will be someone who’ll take your place
so that I will think of you no more
i will be staring off into space before breaking into a smile
and tightly close my eyes
thinking once again, of your tender face
before I forget
the tears in my heart, have blurred my vision
i almost can't see you anymore
bin
escaped | 21:46
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Tuesday, December 16
oh.. bought the vol 4 of the stupid show..
haiz.. so sad.. almost cried..
but itz so blurdie confusing.. tsktsk...
i sometimes reallie tink having a elder brother would be nice..
but since i am alreadie used to living life in solitude..
maybe it doesn't reallie matter that much after all..
not that i am lonely or anything.. haiz..
or am i . . .
bin
escaped | 23:48
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hmm... at huiting's house now..
doing the damn sargas thing ..
juz got back from a meeting in school
and we decided to go to ahmah's house to do the stupid placard..
wahha... ne decided to join us halfway..
hmm..
haiz..pris feli they all went to cibu for 3 days..
hmmpppff..wanted to go one.. budden haiz..
nvm lah next year all of us shall go taiwan and hk to play..
yes!!! we shall do it...!!!
haiz wad shall i have for dinner later..
my crazy parents going out with customer for dinner...
hmm.. shall i wait for ahmah?
idert!!! my arms now got so many scars!!!
arghhhh... sumone gimme a scare remover leh...
grrrr..... idert....
haiz ok lah cya later....
bin
escaped | 16:35
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Friday, December 12
hmm.. trying to get my taggy up.. hmm..
adjusting the damn thing..
haiz tmr back to tuition at ling's place..
haven done a single thing yet..how?
totally screwed..haiz..
so fast the hols ending liaoz. arghhhhh..
how can!!! blurdie shit.. i hate my life...
bin
escaped | 23:43
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Thursday, December 11
arghhh.. i have been scratching myself raw for 3 days alr..
the damn mopiko thing is not helpin at all....
to hell with all the mosquitoes!!!!!! arghhhhhh
come on lah my whole body is practically bitten..
there has to be at least
20+ bites..wth!
zu saw my arms today and she was so grossed out about it..
tok about ke lian-ness manz..
yah anyways.. when jalan-ing with zu ..
watched love actually .. not too bad..
but we were lk freakinly frozen in the cine..
bought my slipper .. hehe
came back still feelin itchy all over.. arghhh
all the blood suckers!!!!!!
a severe warning for anyone who wants to go camping in p.ubin!!!!! bring along the blurdie army repellant!!! or else!!!!! ur doomed!!!
bin
escaped | 23:58
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Wednesday, December 10
hey peeps.. decided to move back to blogger after so long.. haha
think blogger easier and i'm able to keep my previous entries.. hee..
yah.. cya~
p.s: thx zu!
bin
escaped | 22:43
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